May 01

Today is lyk da..huuh..spechless day ever..

lets start of this morning..i'm mad coz my parents didnt bring my lappy back home yesterday..i even call them jst to remind them...but sadly..they didnt..

We had a huge fight that almost end up..man,lets jst say..heartbreaking..

BUT!

Da most piss of moment today was...sumthing dat i wont forget..

My gf,josephine was said to hve been in an accident!

Wat the fuck?Tau2 it was jst a fake made up by her cousin..n da cousin even thought dat WE(Dat is all da ppl of smsm) x give a damn abt it!

But no~oh!Some of my frends did a police rprt..wont say who..but sadly..it has been done

Now,it all up to them..

I'm sooooo worry...i even CRY for her..its been a long time since i even cry for some1..man,after geting da message saying she's in a koma..i almst drop my knee...i call everyone..even teachers were asking abt me..and all i can answer is 'Teacher..idk,i x even had a clue..i'm sry'

Man..how hard to even say sumthin lyk dat..i wasnt easy..Pple text me n also foward me da messge..allmst full suda my hp kna tanya..haiiiizz

Me n my family even go out n ask all da hospital nearby..jst to noe where she is!HQE,MSC etc.

Man..penat tull today...i almst cant eat dinner...

Today..is a day..dat i wont even forget...a time wher ppl was fooled by a joke...a joke which can be consider as a crime

Lame Jokes

This hapen during marching practice...

Mc=>Zach..do u wana hear a joke?

Me=>Sure==

Mc=>ok2..i get this frm south park

Me=>Spill it==

Mc=>Do u like to eat Chicken Fingers?

Me=>Yea...so?

Mc=>Do u always put it in your mouth?

Me=>Duuh women,takan di pantat?

Mc=>Hahahah..omg,then ur a gay chicken

Me=>Lame joke..suits a midget..hahahaha

sohaaaii MBR

Hehe,its been real fun wit Jo..aah,but diffrnt gurl hve difrent perspective towards da other
She's..hmm..hard to get i guess..hehe
Diao MBR..lambat2 again da YB craping..sooo panas dat day!Hitam suda tangan!ahahah
Owh,dat day was disapointing...it hapen lyk diz:
After MBR shud kawan jo go library but...
Ahh..Sadly..my *Tuuuut* sis saw me n call my dad to pick us up!!Dang!
Sian her walk there witout me..nasib jga got ayut da others going to da same direction,xD
I jst x noe wat i want lately..my head always 'spins around' evrytime i saw "her"
Geez..i jst x wan me,ending up lyk wat i did las tym..very heart brking jga,T.T
But for now..hve to stick to wat i hve now..my gurl,jojo=)

Shisha=siok

Ah..las nyt go JP(Jeselton point) for a nyt out..man

We wait so long for ivy..lambat tul show up but nvm..siok jga la dat day

Charlester was there n show us his amazing tricks of card..idk if its magic or wat

But..da fact is u hve to belive to see it,xD

Ah..i tried shisha also,siok ni..not dat in a addicting way..but siok la..

Hillarie was there too..man she's stil cute as ever,calvin komilus pun ada..ian,dale,advent..

Da port view was awsome during da day but at nyt..ahaha..cant even see da sea,T.T

Hehehe..got some pics of me playing wit da smoke..siok la..aii,but x gona do dat again

Scred i might lose my life==

Food..aww...so expensive!!But nasib got place cheaper to eat..yum2,but stupid waitress

I ask for not spicy she giv me da other way arnd!

Oh!Our shisha is Grape and mint=)

Nick names^^

AhHh..names for kids..ok2..for start
Mc=>Midget(Heheh..suits her well for a shorty)

Jojo=>Mojo(Hahaha,jst lyk powerpul gurlnya mojo-jojo)

Margaret=>Mira..lol

Cashmir=>Cash??

Alistair=>Toi,hahaha

Ryan=> Yon

So many others de name=.=,and finally..

Zach=>Fucker/Vin/Sot
Haahahahah...boring==

Sabah Close!!

Dang!!

I lose to keningau playaaa!!Damn straight...huhu,shud train harder...

got penampang close in a short while..must be fit enough..

i noe got pro2 out der!

Aahaha..i got videos during my time at keningau...

feel free to check @ youtube...

You do,you dont=)..enjoy

The first time I wont regret
One look into your eyes and Ill never forget
But youre not about to jump right into
This tonight
Wondering just what to do
Every single second in the room with you
I cant talk this over
To win you over
Here tonight

So open your eyes
Dont say goodnight
Wondering why
Alone tonight
Ill just let it go for you

Im letting you down
You are just hiding it so well
Youre giving me no sign
No interest
You dont really want this, you dont really want this
So right now
Are you gonna try to save yourself
I bet youre so sick
Of hearing it

So hard to get, is that what its gonna be?
Sitting down not even looking at me
I hope forever
I wont remember
This tonight
So out the door
Gone away
Running so fast through the pouring rain
Gone forever
So much better

Id throw it all away for you
If you took another look
youd be back so soon
All alone, a dark cold night
Wrapped around, you better hold on tight

Love it=)

I have been searching for.......

What i have to protect my everything..................

One day...........

I shall see only you.

Inside a dazzling light.........

In the scenary where I explore,

There reflect only your existence

Turn da tables!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bTSvyf3AMAo

Wuhuu! This songs Rocks!

Makes Me Wana do BellY DaNce naked!!

Ciara featuring Chris Brown - Turntables

My 1sT PoEm..enjoy=)

I know I broke your heart girl

I'll do anything to have you back in my world

I'll prove that I am ready

I'll pass your class, come test me

I will be here for you till the end

And I never wanna see you hurt again baby

You're my lover and very best friendAnd it all depends on you

Nobody really knows the way I feel

I can't survive without you

How do I make you understand that I'm for real

I know I made some mistakes in the past girl

I really don't deserve another chance, but

baby please dont turn away so fast

won't you let me show you that I'm a better man

Girl I promise this time

I'll be honest this time

I'll make you mine

If you stick with me

Soon you will see

I am all that you need

And that's all I wanna be

Taag!!Onel...jez..leona..jessica...ahaha..chek it

Tag! Tag! Tag! and you're............IT!!!!
First things first..this is not a test. This is not a drill.
This is just a game called "Tagged".Don't worry and don't be nervous!
Just be yourself for goodness sake xD
Everything Tagging Game comes with rules that you shall obey. The rules here are simple and easy to understand.Here are the rules..1. There are no rules!!2. Just answer the questions and tag the people you want to tag.The questions..be prepared.. answer truthfully..
1. Did you get many presents last X'mas?
Damn...stupid tag..actualy i did(konon)...da best part on Xmas is dat i eat alot..ahaha..my couz says dat i eat lyk a pig..wtf?BuT yeA!SIoK aLso la..ahahaha..i get da lastest Yonex shirt!!wuhuuu!!
2. Do you like what you got for X'mas?
HeLL yEAH!Da food dats count!!xD
3. Did you even say "Thank you" to the person who gave you gifts?
Yesh2!I did..actualy its my dad ba..ahhahaha..lepas thanks..we drink Label 5 together^^
4. If you can have anything in the world, what would you want?
Hmm...beats me...anything dat i feel is gud for da world lo..if i were da president..man..i'm soooo gona see gurls cloth-less..ahahahahah
5. Its the time of the year, your BIRTHDAY! Yay! So, you as usual want the best present for your birthday, what do you ask from your parents?
Da lamest tag question ever!MaN..of course i would want hot babes in my room..who could wake me up with their hot voice..kiss me on da forehead wit ther sexy n juicy lipss....yumm....and...open my clothe wit da softest hand...man...i wish!!!!Mayb i'll jst stick to hanging out wit frends..=.=
6. If you can love forever, what do you love for?
Hoho..a guy lyk me eh...i guess i would love da gurl who took my heart away..da one who makes me smile even though we hve nothin in common..da gurl who i see is special in many ways..always caring and lyks to have fun=)
7. Okay, the last yet ultimate question..IF YOU CAN GIVE ANYTHING, WHAT WOULD YOU GIVE AND TO WHO?
I would...giv me soul to god...wat else...asshole punya tag!Babi!Da nex tag is a loooserr....tag ! your it !
~leona
~ca-3-Na
~jessica
~jezreel
~the guy next door

GoLDeN rUleS!!

wuhuu!3Co8

WaKakakaka!Gila Siok dAT day!!Haahaha!bTw all!

da part yang ada 2 pple only is me CHASING dapil boy!!
sIal da!Diam2 sa makan..da gi buang sa tu TULANG ayam!!!

Damn dat boy!!Sa pun kejar la da..ahahaha

Our MuSicIaN aRE aBEL aNd GleEN..Ok jga la...tapi dorang2 ja tue..==

It wAs fun..da top one is A funny story..

mAu poSinG sUDa..mOtH mAu SemuA orNg pEgANG his dick!xD

Ahh..ivy's bday

Wakakaka!!its been a while since i post!
Wuuu..it was when ivy's bday we had da most fun!
Have to wake up so damn early!!Then kena suru again buy this & that!fuck maaan!!
Ok!we went to library to wait for da bas..but,FYI!I'm da leader that day!wkakaka
susah also la mau jga2 orng..da fees!!!damn!!rm5!Expensive lyk shit la!
skipp~~~
We hve barbQ and all!Oh..ada juga la tanam dapil..ahahahha
Boroy punya ray berabis make da dick..not to meantion 3 balls???!?!?!
Damn sex maniac!!lol
The pics i'll post later^^

My valentine 2009:)

Waa..today is so damn tired!!But kinda fun though!:)
Today,i get no 35 among all da 1000+ stundent at da event..omg!I'm so proud of myself!but gaah...chuan boy get no 25..T.T It was so freakin hot dat day..all of us come to skul lyk 6.45am,and i'm kinda late..bila smpai skul..can hear cikgu jon bising..aiyoyo..nasib i sempat masuk..and it was crowded!!After all da taklimat by cikgu jon and rich,we all went to da field but in our rumah sukan.Haha..romie is so damn funy dat day..not to meantion kin panas..hahaha
ok!there r diffrent category during da event..all da guys tingkatan 3-5 hve to wait for da last then can run..diao..as if we can chatch up..once the hon is preesed,we set of running~~~
Me,cash and romie yng maintain together..man..can makto top15 but trafic jam pula..aish..many block us frm cutting some pple..but eventually we make it...we run till da roundabout siga...got a couple of stops for rest but we keep on running...eventually..me n cash start 2 jog faster..leaving romie behind..we then cross da fnish line..ahha,romie is piss couz me n cash left him..then,we take some rest...drink some mango huice which is very2 sweet..><
But..its valentine day,so...bynk la i saw...==,luk eric n his gurl..hahaha
aah..btw,my Vday..hmm...me,sym,tym n his gurl went out to kk..actually we want to go to 1Borneo but..i hve too see som1 so..ahaha..man,CP is so packed!!!I meet up wit jec dat day..1st time also la..kinda lyk a date..we watch da movie 'HOUSE'..which is sooo spoooky==
its a tired day though..oh yea..we also went shopping for jec's dad bday..i mean belated laa...haha,btw,she look preety today..oh!i saw jess==
man..she's diff than i expected..lol,but ahh..tired!!
Conclusion is..Vday this year is kinda fun...but..tired frm merentas desa..lol

Urgh!

Damn today!Budu punya jonuin...sakit belakang sa berdiri..==
Today..my aunt is making a speech during assembly..man..she's noisy..wel,since Grandma Yong is not here..she's in charge..urgh..
Damn it..merentas desa so kin panas...buang masa only..mantang2 sa laju..konon..ahahah..
It would be a tired day during sunday..how am i suppose to go out!?Damn it!
During class..man oh man..Moral..our presentation is soo lame...budu punya abel..only know how to escape from school only..if he comes back,i'm so gona diao him..as if i'm da only dude who is doing da job!Da other 2..weal and biawak..tau bising ja..lyk during sivik on tuesday...i'm da one who's doing da symbol..wealent with his lame and meaningless explaination!!Ahh..he didnt even tell me dat he hve to do all dat!Fuck!
Haizz..yng paling kin panas..is..tomorow's debate!Wuuu..its my 1st..man...i'm nervous..==
but..hehehe..mayB i wont..leno,tan gurl and mac can handle it..ahahah..as for jaspher,'diam2 ubi berisi'...lol,wtever dat means..==
When we are going back to class after meeting teacher moloyos..cikgu jon halau us..zZz..penat2 tanya cikgu..kena halau pula..kimet!
Hehehe..but siok also la..da debate team,including me..all hang out at the pondok downstairs..xP
Dat leno..tarik2 my baju..i'm almost have naked back there!LOL
Quiny pula..man..if she looks up..her eyes is lyk..juling ni..ahahah!But..i'll jst keep it to myself..xP
Mac pula...ketawa ja..i almost think dat she's on drug..==
as for small jaspher...well...he jst keep quiet..as if..his a doll or sumthin..freaky..==
Going back home is much more anoying..da weather is damn hot!I hve to walk back home wit diz kind of heat..damn it!If i ikut hati...i'll be swimming at the sungai moyog by now..ahahahaha
Oh!The song 'the maine-into ur arms' is soo cool!i lyk it..i listen to it..almost...everyday..ahahaha==
Gaah..k la..sian ni blog..makan semua crita sa..haha,well..wish me luck 2morow!

Road b4 valentine

Fuuh!
its been very hard since my last date wit gurls!zZz..which is...2 years ago!!?==
man..dealing wit gurls are tough..bt..dealing wit ur ex in da same class is much harder!
I only wish dat..i was born as a gurl..lol
My last date on Vday is where..lol..i'm completely forgot..but let me assure you..i x even have any sweet memorys about it..
Bt i do noe dat..i've spent a huge sum of cash on her..hmm..i think i bought her some necklace which cost more than i can offer!!Huuh...thinking abt da past is way boring..now...i'm only concern abt my studys now..ahaha,believe it?
Da very hardest part of my life now is my addiction to DOTA!yea..i noe...lame..
Bt!Nvm abt dat!continue...my ex..well,cant say who...bt,,is one pain in da ass..i've tried my best to be her 'guy'..konon...tapi all of my effort are jst waste...when i've found out she's been cheating on me...man...i was damn mad,i never spoken to her until las year..haizz,which is very frustrating..nt man..oh man...she even try to show off his new bf to me..as if i'm still into her..
Now...i only wish there is someone out there who could show me wat love truly is..not in a physical way la..ahahah,but then again..i'll post my nex blog this sunday^^